Learning

There is this fear of mine
Runs throughout my body
No barriers
Whatsoever
Uncontrolled
Learning?
I am learning?
Studying?
I am studying
But am i learning and studying the things i should be?
that should be the question

Status quo

My obsessions are getting worst.
"obsessions are" instead of "obsession is".so there are a few :)

Hyun Joong just turned 23 on june 6th.

Jang geun suk is getting more matured each day.He has left the old cute him
Now a more mature version of him.No matter how.saranghae~

Chun Jung Myung.Since he last left for the army, havent heard anything from him yet.
da..it is not like he's gonna call me or what :P

nothing much to write right now.watching Beethoven virus again and again

Current favourite playlist thou they are not the latest kpops
Jang Geun Suk - can you hear me
Jang Geun Suk - What If
Jang Geun Suk - Full of sunshine
Jang GEun Suk - DOREMIFASOLATIDO
JAng Geun Suk - touchaholic
Jang Geun Suk - time of waiting
a few more.lazy
Boa's new songs

In your ears i whisper
Upon meeting you i stutter
knowing you watching me makes me wonder
Have i been the best that i could?

I promise it was my last
instead
i did it
again and again and again
I am a fool
an idiot
a stupid bum-bum
am i?
You gave me too much chances
i took it for granted
Knowing you are such forgiving

I have done so much
I am sorry
Thou sorry is just a word
Hope that simple word can take back what i have done
I regret
filled with tears
thou there are none now.

In my loneliness
i ponder
i wonder
When no one's around
nobody is looking
my tears starts dripping
can it be flowing?

Aku berdosa
Ya Allah
Aku yang hina
Ampunilah aku
Hamba yang hanya kaya kata-kata
namun alpa
Pimpinlah aku
Dakaplah aku pada waktu aku mula lupa
Peliharalah aku
Itu sahaja yang ku mampu.
Bantulah daku
Hambamu yang gelisah

COLOUR

How colours play such important rule in life.

Sering kali bercita-cita
namun tidak mampu mengadaptasi diri untuk mendapatkannya
Aku yang Malas
Turut sama hina
Dibalik kata-kata
Terungkap segalanya
Mereka yang memahami
mengetahui
Siapa diriku yang sebenarnya
Turut sama kecewa
Kecewa kerana apa?
Diriku yang Bongkak dengan kata-kata
namun tidak mampu mengaplikasikan kata-kata
Bedebah kamu wahai diriku
nafsuku
Gemar mempermainkan hatiku
Geram aku dibuat kaumu
Kecewa aku dipermainkan kamu
Salahnya aku,
Aku tegar dengan kata-kata mereka yang lebih berpengalaman dari diriku

Story Time

A story of a simple plain friendship

Nothing much to be told.

Starting to be more colourful when ideas were shared
So one had an idea.Something she has been longing to do.He asked for permission whether or not she'll be able to do it
Then,she starts to tell the friend of hers

Starts to share the idea of having fun to people around her.This is so people aound her can also fell the enthusiasm of having fun.As having fun together is wayy much better that enjoying the hapiness and joy of fun aloneNow that they are having fun together the world looks much more brighter
:)

Hmm

FEELING

Feeling tired making me more eager to strive
Feeling exhausted making me more..

What do you know about L.O.V.E?

Seperti kata Bosson,

Love is magic
Love is irresistable
Love is georgeous
Love is unpredictable

Diriku

Dikaburi materialism
Ditutupi nikmat dunia
Terlalu cintakan harta
Sukar menerima kenyataan
Sesungguhnya..
Aku Papa..
Papa kedana
Terlalu bercita-cita
Cita berada di atas
Atas
Di awang-awangan
Bersama rembulan dan mentari
Riang menari
Lupa akan diri
Diri yang sebenarnya
Diri yang papa kedana

Aku,
Aku menjadi subjek dunia
Buat aku lupa kepada yang Esa
Juga akhirat nantinya
Tiada kuduga jadi sebegini rupa
Kerana
Terlalu percaya
Percaya kepada apa?
Kepada diri yang aku duga sangat kuat
mampu melawan hakikat dunia
Namun,aku salah!
Salah kerana terlalu percaya
Turut berbangga akan diri yang sebenarnya sangat hina
Itulah Aku
Aku Yang Papa

BEYOND

Beyond eyes can see
Beyond words that can be spoken
Beyond the truth that was silence to others
Beyond the love of yours towards us
No way how can we show our gratitude
For each should be forever thankful
Only those foolish ones
With mental retardation
Have no sense of humanity
sense of love,gratitude