scribble: December 2010

MICKY you stuttered cutely

Minyoung ughhh.Gorgeous!

JANG GEUN SEUK and MOONMOON you guys would make a cute couple

JoongKi SSiiii 아 니 don't cry

Ah Innnn you really remind me of our So Ji seop

there was lee min ho,goo hye sun( jandi ) and so eun(gaeul)

WHY ISNT THERE KIM HYUN JOONG???!

aishh

penat nak main badminton

Whre's JYJ???

Ummmm

나 비 라 친 구 야, 미 안 :B

HAHAH.*evil laugh

Bi suka Goo Hara, is that true?

Saw their shot in Happy Together, together?

Aishh.mnyampahh

[FRONT PAGE]

see anything familiar?of course I'd take part:)

세 계 로! 부 인

To The World Buin :)

I M POSSIBLE

U R POSSIBLE

Joongboers!

WE R POSSIBLE

U GUYS ARE POSSIBLE, JOONGBO :]

Yes Yes

After two frea*ing hours not being able to get the right live stream for MBC Drama Awards

I ended up watching KBS Music Festival

HAHAH

okay i didnt really watch it watch it cause i was baking

haishh.business woman-in-the-making ni kan

SO Yes I saw nagging and I'll be back.adding up to it a saw f(x).beast,4minute.hmm.OH KARA,SNSD.I know they won something big

I DIDNT GET TO SEE kwonnie!

shizzles!

I know somewhere you'd be watching wooyoung and junho *having the same eyes as BI has

owh OKAY 2PM as a group dancng o the beat

I even tweeted as if you were watching with mee

tak percaya?sat

So as I was baking

a few twitter friends oh not really me stalking them

They inofficiall updated me on the Drama Awards

Ended up with these photos

hehe:)

축 하 함 니 다 현 중 씨

If this is not cute then I don't know what it is.

OKAYYYYYYYYYY.may be it looks a little weird

but but but.continue on

NOW THIS IS CUTE!!!!!!!!

Saw JoongBo cuts for the 3rd last episode

This is the millionth time i'm watching it

Everytime I watch their cuts together,

I learn something new, I see something unnoticeable, I hear silent talks, I listen to new sweet melodies

So like for today

Jay Brennan - Can't Have It All

seemed to be the song I just noticed its existance in joongbo's life

From the lyrics, It well describes Their love

- Moisturiser

Buin with her moisturiser always takes care of Shinlang's skin too. Honeymoon trip & Halla San

- Calls

In their love pledge. HJ promised to call twice a day but he was not able to do so.but in the next episode he called her. He actually called her during the Chuseok, Chilli-picking with dragonflies and aegyo day

- Write

Everytime they went to the beach they'll write messages on the sand

But the last message they gave to each other for the 5th time they went to the beach was the most heart-breaking to read

"Hope your love will always be happy"-HB

"Don't Abandon or Lose me"- HJ

the matter regarding "abandoning". In BOF the minutes before jihoo actually kissed that nuna. he said something about not abandoning him in a way I have this feeling like it was a message from KHJ to HBHJ telling her of not abandoning him and the kiss he promised to call and make her watch

-Lover or Life

As an artist, a celebrity to be specific, they will need to choose for better or worse. if they were to be a couple there would be too many consequences rolling after

To be a lovingly-couple would make them less wanted in the industry or should I call it life they are living in. less wanted meaning less money thus life would be hard for them. So they need to choose love over life or the other way round

- Guitar

HJ plays guitar like eveyday. he played falling slowly on his guitar for Hwang Bo. there was once he said something about buying GUITARS if he had all the money in the world

- Fall,spring,summer,winter

In the episode I just watched a few seconds ago. They were at the beach looking over a breath-taking scenery of the famous korean bridge which i can't make it up right now

they were talking about how they have been spending time as a wedded-couple throughout the fal,spring and summer

Buin had some hesitations on whether they'll be able to spend the winter together but Shinlang went all brave and confirmed that they'll be spending winter together. Buin remained silence as she knows about the workload her hubby is carrying. The shooting for the drama.She doesn't want to be in the way

- Can't Have It All

It just tears me apart that they can't have it all when HJ once said that he'll do anything for the one he loves

Is he saying that he doesn;t love HB or is it just the harsh reality that had him doing so when the reality is he so wants to be with her

Tear-jerking.ugh

- Future

In the future. Like right now, it's impossible to see them together. Even in TV shows when ther WGM couples are being natural on screen together after their divorce

But for HB HJ bever once have I seen them togethr. After their divorce, the last was during the MBC awards when they won Best couple.CUT amd that was the end.ne ver saw them together again

Don't Abandon me or Lose me is a very strong word

and

differs far away from Don't Forget me

My heart breaks missing JoongBo

Kim Hyunjoong ssi,be a good boy this 25th December and share with us JoongBoers more of your life

Seems like Hwang Bo unni is not opening her mouth

credits to snolaxy84

Believe in what they wear rather than what they say

Yeah right you don't contact eachother eh Hwang Bo

It's just not you

I have known you for someone who have been in contact with other celebs in those early years and yet you say you don't contact him after those tears & joyous moments huh

Well, Us joongboers will definitely be on a look out

Mushy & Mashy has babies nowwww

There are three baby hamsters

Wonder what would we name them

Hmm

HJ,HB,HM?

hmmm

Belle I've uploaded the pictures on Facebook

I thought of this for awhile
whether or not to share the photos as I don't have exactly the photos I have been wanting to capture
BELLE JUST SKIP TO THE LAST PART

this is more like my journal
skip to the last part,BELLE!!haha.u don't want to read all my ramblings

4th DECEMBER 2010, A HISTORIC DAY FOR A Girl named Husna

It didn't go as planned but ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT,
after being a joongboer for quite some time - 2 years
FATE is something that I truly believe

2 Things happened
-Jay Park's Fanmeeting
-Kim Hyunjoong's Fansigning

I got to know about Jay Park's fanmeeting first
and staying at Casa, the joy can only be shared with this girl named Aloi
SHE HAD NO IDEA.seriously
I thought she was going to cry when I told her the news
she has been a JayWalker for quite a while
so we were jumping joy that day knowing he's coming
We got the news if I'm no mistaken it was 3 weeks before the 4th of DEC, I think :B
So she was all geared up to buy the tickets
and to tell you a little secret
I am not that close to her
but a few days before I share that good news
I was sitting beside her in the bus, coming back from Taylor's
and we had a short chat
I remember she asked me "Husna kalau Jay Park datang nak teman tak?" out of the blue
I was like.SURE!
That was two days before jay announced him coming to Malaysia
SO that was FATE #1

So Aloi googled around for the tickets and foundout it was running out
so I was told to not have high hopes on this matter
I was being cool about it
then one day she texted writing "HUSNA!Aloi jumpa macam mana nak beli ticcks!"
I was okay let's buy it then
and we discussed a few things regarding which ticket to buy cause I was sooooo broke
Literally I have only rm100 left from the RM2+++ MARA GAVE
thanks to Cherry:)
GREAT TO HAVE U IN MY LIFE CHERRY:)

We decided to buy the Addicted A tickets.it was a numbered seated so there's no way to get less that RM200 and I though ohhh what the heck
Aloi's gonna pay first
I'll pay her back next sem when MARA give me the next check
HEHEHHHHHH
so we bought the rm256 Addicted A tickets
there were Absolute VIP at RM600 ans sthat was wayyy out of my budget
so I was OKAY with tickets bought

after two days of agreeing to buy the tickets and Aloi had already banked in the money to the person in charge's bank account I had myself googling around joongBoers blogs
I was well-informed about Kim Hyunjoong's whereabout, and the latest I knew that day he was coming to singapore on the 20th of december
I had planned my holiday that instant
planned of workind.sapu sampah and all just to get enough money to buy a ticket to singapore and a ticket to the fanmeeting event happening there.
I got into contact with singaporeans found online about where can I get the tickets for the
I was hooked up with this one girl who said she'll manage something for the tickets
I was happy again founding such a nice stranger
FATE #2

I shared this joy with my cousins and family members knowing they'd say "Husna you are out of your mind"-Nt all thou

a few days later
it was just so out of the blue lurking joongBers blogs and website I thought my heart skipped a beat when I read this
I was on the double decker and literally flew down.haha.merepek
Went straight to the neighbours house
We live in an apartment
my neighbours were my classmates
I was like HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and that was during eve of Eidul Adha
and they were like asal husna macam nak nangis?

KIM HYUN JOONG NAK DATANG MALAYSIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA@!!!?@?2Fewjgsdbf,bfhsdfdfasdf

apa ni husna I thought he was coming to singapore?what is this?
and that was 8:00pm
TULAAAA I just knew about this info just now baru saaangat
pshould I go to sunway now?nearest to have theFaceshop
KORG!!tolong!i'm shaking!!!
NURUL SYAHIRAH AND IZYAN ZAYYANI two koreanfollower agreed to teman mee
I WAS SUPERBLY HAPPY
FATE #3

we went there bought the vaucher and that was it
I have to prepare myself mentally and physically for the day
I knew I had the ticket foe the entry and that was just it.
I thought it was nice to actually see him live thou I knew it would be packed of sardines that day
AND I JUST REALIZED that both the fanmeeting and fansigning was on the same day
WHATTHEHECK i thought to myself
wait that was during the two days before our final exams and I was busy all getting ready to meet them?
This is so not you husna.HAHAH

finished our exams.I was studying more ambitiously haha knowing I'll be meeting SHINLANG for the first time with all the crowd
exams finished
now it was IELTS the next day
after the last paper, we were asked whether or not it was okay to change the date for the IELTS and of course everyone was about to agree cause we did nothing for IELTS
but that was before we knew that it will be changed to the 4th of December
I was a bit reluctant to change it to that day together with three other frieds cause they have bought tickets to BALI and AUSTRALIA
SO we had an argument on that matter
I really hoped it won't be the next day cause I was so not prepared and really hoped it won't be on the 4th eithe
I WANNA MEET THEM
seriouslyyyy
so in the end
the lecturers confirmed with us that there were no other ways but to have the IELTS test the next day and not on the 4th
FATE #4
I have no idea what to do if IELTS was on the 4th I'll be running like a mad girl from subang to PICC in Putrajaya then to Pavillion
THAT WAS INSANE?!@#@$#^&^*
I was ready to do whatever i can for that day.IELTS

So now it was between Putrajaya and Bukit Bintang
It will take us about 45 minutes to be there- ABAH
so jay's at 3pm and KHJ's at 5pm
NOW WHAT WAS THAT???
3pm starts it will end after 2 hrs confirmed!!
It was really a nerve-wrecking moment just to think about it
5pm to meet khj from Putrajaya
UMI SAID : It was Impossible

have been lurking around stalking people's blog and actively checking soompi for any updates
got to know about SG joongboer had a mission very well done
I was happy
TO THE WORLD!!
and it was a last minute update
that I found out KHJ & JAY BEOM will touch down from Singapore & Bangkok on the same DAY on the 3rd only the previous day
on the 3rd day itself i was online and chatting with Sarah unni which I have not been chatting to for quite awhile since SPM
she was going to greet JP
feeling scared and unsure, I grasped all the courage I have and went to KLIA alone:(
arrived there and met Sarah Unni
she was another reason why I had the guts to be publicly transported*HUH?? to KLIA.HAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH
we never met eachother
knew only through facebook and we had so much in common
WGM,KHJ,HWANGBO,JOKWON,GAIN,2PM,JAYBEOM
so it was destined that we met that day
FATE #5

JAYWALKERS WERE SO FEW
TRIPLE S WAS THE MAJORITY
thou I am a Kim Hyunjoong bias I had a soft spot for the JayWalkers
I stayed in the middle not knowing what to do.
someone took this
a proof I was there alone meeting new faces
hye belle if you read till here.just go straight down it;ll be a long one still

JP was suppose to comeout first then KHJ but it ws the otherway round
another plan not followed
and thanking God as for the guts I had cause if I didnt go to the airport to so-called greet them,
I wouldn't know about the change in Venue for Jp's fanmeeting
FATE #6
and it was to be changed to Manhattan Hall at Berjaya Times Square Hotel
and it was just a few hundreds feet to PAVILLION
I dont have to make my dad drive all the way from Putrajaya to bukit Bintang just to send me.
thank you Allah
FATE #7

Jp's fanmeeting went well thou there were a few things i am not satisfied with but no need to spill it here
and another thing!!!it was changed from 3pm to 2pm and I got to know this tinie winie info earlier THAT DAY!
crazy or what kan???
FATE #8
but all in all
JAY PARK WAS AWESHUMEEEEEEE:)

we went out from the hall at 4pm or was it 4:07pm?
we; me and aloi were running going through all the traffic and people from TS to Pavi
just as we were about to reach there we saw this HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE crrowd in front of PAVI and I was like so exhausted
I couldnt feel my legs
and I though how am I suppose to go through all this people
OH!!!and before I forget here was FATE #9
try reading the TWO previous posts here on this blog
THAT WAS A WICKED FATE I tell you:)
I was happy about that thou

SO crowd.Legs shaking.Exhausted
I then tried to go through to meet theFaceShop crew to redeem my entrance as ONE of the 200 lucky winners
I went straight to the gate securing the places for the lucky winners and I was all blur about where to register and I was terrified that moment caue it was almost after 4:30pm and we had to register and show our lucky vaucher to the PIC bfore 4:30pm
I was scared I wont be registered as the lucky winner for I really wanted to see him eye-to-eye.HAHA.bongekkk
so there was this guy who didnt looked that scary so I asked him where should the lucky winner register themselves?
he said "OH.it's finish.There's no other space"-it was something like that and ended with a smile
AT THAT MOMENT OF TIME i felt like crying and just shouting
cause what was the use of running all the way here?
Oh Aloi was somewhere at the back
I called her to tell my grief
we met up and she said husna!go and sign up dekat meja belah kanan tu and I was like YA ALLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.thank you Allah
FATE #10
and on my way there I had an eye contact with this really cute lady who seemed reaally familiar and I was like "ummm,Missauditor?" and she was "haaa.yeee.awak joongboer ke?macam mana kenal?" and I was like "YE!YE!joongboer.macam mana kenal?your photo is all over the web kot"
She is one lucky lady
she met Hwang Bo twice and shared a hug with her
"awak nak sign?this is for KHJ from us joongboer"
I was all excited!!!!!!!to be able to run into her
sayang kak Tim!!!
FATE #11

so went there to the table and registered
I was shaking as i was signing approving I am one of the lucky winners
cant believe that I was one of them
thou it was not the ucky 10 winners
that was ever so precious to me already

went into the queue for the lucky winners.My heart was thumping so fast it was just minutes away from meeting him upclose
went in the queue
a few steps from him
I had a few mission to be done on that day as A JOONGBOer but managed to do only one
as soon as I was in front of him I said

세 계 로
현 중 씨:)

and he replied with a shy smile you can see it here
I just came over this video just now on twitter I just had to press the link cause it looked weird and FORTUNATELY it brought me to this
FATE #12
Belle, i wont tell you which one is me as you know very well what I wore that day
I want you to see all the smiles he had with other fans and the smile he showed to me when i said
segyero
was it a shy smile or was it just the same smile he gave to other fans he greeted thank you with
I know I'm just imagining things
but my joongboer wild imagination is eating me alive:)

I'll upload the photos in my next post

connection is too slow right now

CALLING FOR NABILAH
chingu-yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I just found out a video of him smiling
I soo wanna share this with you but wait need to crop and stuffs
NABILAH
serious macam nak peluk and lompat2 dgn belle right now
I am practically in tears
right nw
cause I thought there'll be no memory of me with his smile
Oh mann
Ya Allah
Kuatkanlah hati hambamu ini
I AM SHAKING LIKE HELL AS I WRITE THIS.eh type this
He's just a human being husna
remember that

Its over
The three days of sleepless nights will end today
In a way I feel like there's a hole
like how I felt when I saw the first part of Harry Potter
i have a lot to babble but again
I am too tired

I just realised i did something to my blog
disabling any comments whatsoever

OMG I am all drained out
It's taking a lot of energy just by writing this

I'll be posting,telling,bebel-ing and uploading everything tomorrow

Belle I actually have something in mind
I'm plannin to do a one last minute mission

on behalf of malaysian joongboers CARE TO JOIN?
exam?nevermind2
no worries

I will again repeat

I am practically in tears right now

I don't know if it's fate or luck

But being a JoongBoer for almost 2 years I believe in fate

Their fate of being together for 8 whole months

and producing such great love and supporters

OKAY.what was it that I was talking about just know

perggggghhhhh

OWHH
but before that "picture paints a thousand words"

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S UP WITH MY BLOG LATELY
It's getting on my nerves
ugh

Let me explain about those snapshots

I knew Kim hyunjoong touched down at singapore yesterday
So this morning I woke up earlier than ever for the holidays
And start lurking here and there
stalking people's blogs
JOONGBOER's blogs

Soompi
Ssangchu Heaven
Moleq's
Liezle's

THERE WeRE PICTURES OF HIM taking the poster from one of the joongboers
That really made my day
I spent about 3 hours lurking around
At the same time I had the butter out from the fridge cause i intended to bake this morning
EARLY in THE MORNING
but thanks to the joongboers
I flipped through every blog,wordpress,websites that I knew of

YEAY!he got the A4 paper with a 세 계 로 written on it in his hands all the way to the car from the airport:)))))))))))))))))))))))))

난 헁 복 해 요!!

okay back to the pictures.
So firstly, the whole baking idea didnt go as planned but I did bake just iut was rather late I started at 11am when intentionally i wanted to start at 8am
So I went through a whole lot of websites
smiling,laughing alone like a mad girl
I forgot to check my email

One of my friend that is going for the fanmeeting at Pavillion wrote something on my Facebook wall
it was: Aimi Amalina : husna....!!!dapat msg from thefaceshop tak???rase nak menjerit je skarang nie!!!!!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............

So I though she must have been one of the lucky winners
The Faceshop people must have texted her or called her sayong she is one of the lucky winners that will be able to get Kim hyunjoong's autographed poster or something
IDK.i forgot

I knew my chance of getting was like none or veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy slight cause
excuse me for using such harsh word
I was really darn stupid to filled the vaucher that had to be sent to the Faceshop's people with my 019 no which is now out of service and the email that had 0 : ZERO which often people mistake it wth an o : OW
So I thought to myself
kalau dapat Alhamdulillah
But dont expect too much
I can actually give the card I'm planning to give (which I have not started on it yet) to my dear friend there Aimi so he can give it to HJ during that day
It was like NO WORRIES husna

SOOOOOOOOOO
I went to stir the ingredients and stuff
While waiting for the cookes to bake
I checked out all the updates on the fanmeeting happening in Singapore
Twitter was full of updates
I forgot about a lot of things for a while there
Then i guess t was after zuhr and believe it or not i have not taken my bath
It was then at 2:30pm I don't know why out of the blue I checked my email with no intention or hoping
it was just too random
I had like 5 inbox messages
No idea whatsoever
I saw one of the subject of the message to be KHJ

I was like ya Allah,OMG what is thisss??????
I clicked and it opened
I was shouting by myself to myslef
Thanked god Ummi went to fetch Ihsan
If not she'd be scared seeing her eldest daughter acting like a maniac HEH:B

I was shaking
seriously
I didnt know what to do
So I replied a few minutes later
not thinking of what to type I just typed whatever I had in mind
*So that was the story for the 2nd picture
I quickly went upstairs to shower

When I came back down I just had to checked again
Cause I thought of me seeing weird things
CAUSE TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I HAVE THIS I DONT THINK ITS A DISEASE BUT SOMEHOW I CANT SEEM TO DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN DREAM AND REAL-LIFE
sometimes I get confuse with dreams
So I checked MY MAIL
AGAIN

Ya Allah, thanking Allah I checked the mail after zuhr
remember the out of the blue checking?
I had to reply to the msg before 3pm and at that time!!
it was 2:48pm

Thinking about it again,
I could have just gone straight to take my bath without checking my email

Alhamdulillah:)
but Husna remember he's just a human being like you
Remember Allah,Avoid Syirik

OHHHH, btw I was chosen as one of the lucky winners for that day but the lucky ones among those who bought >RM50
It's totally different than the lucky winners who bought >RM300

Anyone wants to greet Hyun Joong sshi at KLIA at 5:30pm tomorrow?

나 비 랗!!!!

가 자!!!!!!!

hahah

I think I'll be doing this simple thingy

IF I HAVE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

credits to Vanisia