Learning

There is this fear of mine
Runs throughout my body
No barriers
Whatsoever
Uncontrolled
Learning?
I am learning?
Studying?
I am studying
But am i learning and studying the things i should be?
that should be the question

Status quo

My obsessions are getting worst.
"obsessions are" instead of "obsession is".so there are a few :)

Hyun Joong just turned 23 on june 6th.

Jang geun suk is getting more matured each day.He has left the old cute him
Now a more mature version of him.No matter how.saranghae~

Chun Jung Myung.Since he last left for the army, havent heard anything from him yet.
da..it is not like he's gonna call me or what :P

nothing much to write right now.watching Beethoven virus again and again

Current favourite playlist thou they are not the latest kpops
Jang Geun Suk - can you hear me
Jang Geun Suk - What If
Jang Geun Suk - Full of sunshine
Jang GEun Suk - DOREMIFASOLATIDO
JAng Geun Suk - touchaholic
Jang Geun Suk - time of waiting
a few more.lazy
Boa's new songs

In your ears i whisper
Upon meeting you i stutter
knowing you watching me makes me wonder
Have i been the best that i could?

I promise it was my last
instead
i did it
again and again and again
I am a fool
an idiot
a stupid bum-bum
am i?
You gave me too much chances
i took it for granted
Knowing you are such forgiving

I have done so much
I am sorry
Thou sorry is just a word
Hope that simple word can take back what i have done
I regret
filled with tears
thou there are none now.

In my loneliness
i ponder
i wonder
When no one's around
nobody is looking
my tears starts dripping
can it be flowing?

Aku berdosa
Ya Allah
Aku yang hina
Ampunilah aku
Hamba yang hanya kaya kata-kata
namun alpa
Pimpinlah aku
Dakaplah aku pada waktu aku mula lupa
Peliharalah aku
Itu sahaja yang ku mampu.
Bantulah daku
Hambamu yang gelisah

COLOUR

How colours play such important rule in life.

Sering kali bercita-cita
namun tidak mampu mengadaptasi diri untuk mendapatkannya
Aku yang Malas
Turut sama hina
Dibalik kata-kata
Terungkap segalanya
Mereka yang memahami
mengetahui
Siapa diriku yang sebenarnya
Turut sama kecewa
Kecewa kerana apa?
Diriku yang Bongkak dengan kata-kata
namun tidak mampu mengaplikasikan kata-kata
Bedebah kamu wahai diriku
nafsuku
Gemar mempermainkan hatiku
Geram aku dibuat kaumu
Kecewa aku dipermainkan kamu
Salahnya aku,
Aku tegar dengan kata-kata mereka yang lebih berpengalaman dari diriku

Story Time

A story of a simple plain friendship

Nothing much to be told.

Starting to be more colourful when ideas were shared
So one had an idea.Something she has been longing to do.He asked for permission whether or not she'll be able to do it
Then,she starts to tell the friend of hers

Starts to share the idea of having fun to people around her.This is so people aound her can also fell the enthusiasm of having fun.As having fun together is wayy much better that enjoying the hapiness and joy of fun aloneNow that they are having fun together the world looks much more brighter
:)

Hmm

FEELING

Feeling tired making me more eager to strive
Feeling exhausted making me more..